I stood underneath cold water hoping it would wash away the heat growing inside me. There was no way I was ever going to have sex or any sexual interaction with Leander no matter what I had to do. My skin continued to burn whilst I showered and cleaned up my body. The cold water helped a little to soothe the heat inside my body but my wolf was acting difficult.
It really missed him but I was controlling it.
I didn't have sex in over a year, nothing was going to force me to have it now with Leander.
Sleeping with him was different, I need comfort but that...