Victoria

Disgust.

That was what I felt. Disgust.

It hit me hard and strong like an alarm.

Something very glaring and persistent even though you hate it. It still doesn't change the fact or go away.

I can't turn it off.

I don't know if this was actually as a result of my pregnancy that I was feeling disgust staring at myself in the mirror on my own wedding day.

It's supposed to be my happy day. My excitement day. A great and fun filled day for me.

A day I'll never forget for the rest of my life. In my wedding dress.

This whole thing felt like a joke...