I was losing this fight so terribly. My whole body was sore and I was aching terribly. It was like hot coals were poured all over my body. I felt myself going weak, I felt like giving up. I couldn't go on like this. This was just plain torture. I never signed up for this. I have always wanted a wonderful life. This was far from being soft. Does he have to be so rough with me? I can feel my legs wobbling, and my knees shaking. I had no strength left in me but he urged me to keep on going and that it would be done in a...