It hurts so bad. The pain was immeasurable. I have never been in this kind of agonizing pain before. It felt like stab wounds all over my body. It was unexplainable. I wasn't thinking straight. My mind has been in a hazy feeling. It's like my body is present in the Palace but my mind is somewhere else. Nothing excites me anymore. I am back to being a loner. I was all alone with no one beside me. Amelia is acting all sneaky and restless. It won't be long before Alpha Jackson will know that something is up with the way she was looking at me every second. I know...