I was relieved. I was happy. But I knew that my happiness wouldn't last long. It was only a matter of time before the devil came knocking at my door. Even though I didn't want to open the door, I would still have to open it and accept my punishment wholeheartedly. I knew that immediately he walked through that door from wherever the hell he normally goes, it would be bad for me and I had no escape route. I would have to face my punishment with pride and dignity and not show any pain or any sign of weakness. I never looked forward to getting punished by my Father....