Frustration, that was exactly what I felt. It was like running in circles no matter how hard I tried, I still ended up where I started. I pushed myself and struggled hard but it was like I was making a futile attempt. Nothing seems to be working for me. I wondered if the Moon goddess would even intervene in my problem, will she leave me to suffer just like how she left me when I was taken away?

I cried day and night that this should be a nightmare, that I was back home in Jackson's embrace with Simon's annoying grin as he stood at the foot of my bed,...