Love can be learned, right? I can learn to love Kenzo but before I do that I have to make everything right and I should start right now by moving on.

By forgetting about Kent and focusing on Kenzo.

Even though my vision is fading, I even managed to dig through all the drawers in Kent's room, even under his bed, I looked under his pillow and I finally found it!

His satellite phone is in the shoe box above Kent's closet. I used the back of my hands to wipe my non-stop tears and then that phone. I closed my eyes tightly and then looked at Kenzo. Every moment...