"Remember the last rule, no falling in love." And then I stood up and walked away from him but why? But why does it sound like, it's more a reminder for myself. No falling in love? Oh my! I need to get my hits together. I can't f ucking messed up everything. Nicole is here with me for me to fuck her nothing more, nothing less.

For the past few months that I am with Nicole, weather I like it or not, I have to f ucking admit it that I enjoys her company – no, I love being with her that most of the time, I am contented getting...