I came home and directly went to the little bar in the house. I drank and drank a lot of drinks to control my anger. I was not that emotional fool... But this mate bond was messing with me.

That night I drank lots of wine that my stomach gave up. It started to twisting inside. I felt sourness all over my mouth and throat. I tried not to but I vomited all over the bottle of wines. I even couldn't got up and ran to bathroom. I just lie down on the dirt that I caused.

I was feeling so disgusted. It was the first time that I vomited...