I took Bella to lunch to a restaurant little far away from the office... I wanted to stay away even it was her.... My wolf was trying to go to her but I somehow hold him and took Bella for lunch...We sat on a car... I was driving and Bella was next to me... And I was not feeling comfortable... I felt some kind of guilt inside me... Maybe it was mate bond I just felt her around and I was feeling guilty for taking bella out..."Screw guilt" I screamed loud in my head..."No screw you damn it" Ray shouted to me in my head.

I rolled my eyes at...