Like someone afflicted with insomnia, I could not sleep throughout the night and as soon as it was three O'clock I performed ablution and prayed Tahajjud. After that, I narrated all that had happened to Allah knowing fully that He already knew it even before it had happened.

In the morning, I slept on my prayer mat just after praying Fajr and when I woke up it was already quarter past eight. I lazily stood from the prayer mat and folded it into my suitcase with Idris' thoughts allover my head. If only I could make him understand, but I already handed the matter to Allah. I just didn't want...