I looked at Nat and then Sam, they were both looking at me, waiting for me to speak. Would it be okay to say I was a little afraid?

"What am I supposed to know?" I felt like an idiot sitting there. Today had been full of weird exchanges and I really wanted this one to end. I had absolutely no idea what these three were talking about and by the way they were looking at me, I should have had some inkling.

Sam was the first one to speak after an uncomfortable silence of a few minutes. "I told you she doesn't know. We didn't tell her and she...