"Yes she have change alot and so what? She waited a a year and lotus keeps telling her that he's healing, he's healing for over a year,yeah it's not easy for her since she's not a human.

How much can a spirit do after all, she's tired if the lifestyle too and wanted to stop all this evil but the spirit in her won't even allow her to.

Each time she thinks if doing it right before she switch into action it's would take over immediately and she's tired of fighting with it cause it's draining her.

Everything is going fine with her been evil and not doing anything stupid...