Just one word. Happy.

Right now, me and Joel are having some time together at the park and we're having a picnic together which is so much fun. I've been wanting this for a long time and now it's become true. I love spending time like this under the gorgeous big blue sky and with someone that I love.

"Why are you smiling?" Joel asks and I just shake my head nothing.

"Nothing. I just feel so much better to be out here rather than being stuck in the hospital all day long and keep doing the chemotherapy.." I said.

"It's for your own good too. I want you to...