The big hand stroked shangqingling's face again, wiped away tears for her, kissed her tears wet eyes, full of tenderness, I wish I had given her all at this moment.

I was struggling. It's unknown if I can restore the light. Although Shifu said that, what if I can't restore it? Shifu is a Taoist. He shouldn't have doubted it, but it's not only about him, it's also about spurs. He expected, but he was afraid to face failure. He's selfish, too. He loves little spikes. How reluctant he is to let her go.

after this disaster, the feeling is even stronger. It seems that he was waiting for her...