I spend the rest of the afternoon and most of the evening on the beach; ordering dinner and drinks for myself rather than going back to the villa. Obviously, I know at some point I need to go back there, but I don’t know what to say once I see Nicholas again. What do you say to someone who just admitted they couldn’t love you? Do I just ignore what he said and pretend it never happened? Even if I thought that was the best choice, I’m not sure I can do it. I don’t know how to go back to the way things have been between us over the...