It wasn’t that she had never done it before. It was just that whenever she had done it in the past it had been while she was the dominant figure in

the relationship. Giving a guy a blowjob when she was supposed to be mostly submissive seemed like something else altogether, in which case it surprised her that she was even considering it. Just as it surprised her that as much as the wolves in Mike’s pack were great and as much as she could see herself being happy here if they accepted her, that didn’t make her feel as relieved

and excited as it should. No, because she would...