After the conversation I had with Carlos, I decided to read my emails that had accumulated in the last 20 days:

Mother --------Longing for you 01/02/2011

Valerie---------sister How is? 20/01/2011

Filomena--------African Miss 19/01/2011

Mr.X -----------I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!! 15/01/2011 

Mr.X -----------Where are you? 14/01/2011 

Mr.X -----------Reply to this email 13/01/2011 

Mr.X----------- Why don’t you answer the phone? 12/01/2011

Mr.X -----------How are you? 11/01/2011

My heart wanted to jump out of my mouth when I saw not one, but five emails from Mr.X. Each one more desperate than the other, asking where I was or why I didn’t answer the phone. In one of the last I asked that...