Is Shen Qingwu pathetic?

she didn't know, but she felt very happy. She was looking forward to the end of the feast, the old people who had nothing to eat and drink and money to get rid of. She was looking forward to the fake uncle who had drunk too much and let the car crash to death after going out. She was looking forward to the couple's life and the dark!

it's better to be around the world, leaving her and her beloved husband. In that way, she would pretend to be in love with Yang Xiaoen.

who stipulates that she and Yang Xiao must do something indescribable after...