It's getting cold. It seems that it's autumn. It seems that I can only hope to see the first fallen leaves outside my window when I was told by my second sister and I in the house of shahena. As time goes on, I have more troubles. Now my head is hanging around my neck. I am a slacker. I want to live a quiet life without pressure or motivation. If I want to live this life, I must get rid of my present identity. Neither Princess Xia Helong nor general Chi Su can give me the life I want. I'm ready. Leaving is the best ending. I don't know...