I didn't want to defend myself. Maybe the Empress Dowager would let me stay in the cold palace for a long time, so that I could slip out of the palace and never worry about being found again. Maybe the Empress Dowager will let me go to prison. In this way, I can ask the Zen house to help forge a false image of a dead prison. Because of the death, I am afraid of infecting the living. Generally, the dead prisoners will be cremated directly, so I can get rid of the Imperial Palace. No matter from which point of view, I have no reason to fight for myself....