“I can’t do this. I don't want to force you. I know you are feeling shocked that's why you’re saying that” he continued, before adding, “I want to marry you first before we do it. It would be special that way.”

And with that, he quickly went to shower.

What just…happened?

I let my mind wander, calming myself down. Gosh, we almost…did it!

We were enveloped into an awkward silence when Magnus came back.

“So…what do you want to watch?” He broke the silence, acting casual now. Like everything that happened earlier was just my dream.

I looked at him, seeing him sitting on

the ground and I asked, “Why...