JAMES

It was difficult to deal with thoughts that were in my mind at the moment, all thoughts of settling things between us were right there in the mud and as it looked there was nothing I could do about it.

I still had a bad feeling about all of this, a bad feeling that something was going to happen that would change the way things were between us.

The feeling wouldn't depart despite trying to put it out of my mind, it was right there like a shift …

The fact that I couldn’t think of a less idiotic response to tell to her yet made her speak and...