JAMES POV

One way or another I was dealing with something far more than what I was at the moment.

I might try to show how courageous I was on the outside, it was just a mirage to what I felt deep down in my mind.

In my mind I felt my soul was in shambles as I was trying so hard to wrap my finger around what just happened but couldn't no matter how hard I tried.

The last It remembered was getting drunk and walking with Addie to her home.

Perhaps, that was where the trouble had been. Maybe I shouldn't have gone in with her since I...