Ruder.

The dinner was later on and I was not ready to attend. I had to go to the office today as requested by Heather so, I don't leave him in the middle of this again. I have been having this kind of blank feeling so it was like my insides were on fire. I didn't know what was wrong that I couldn't describe the feeling to the maximum.

After the heated moment between Estella and I, I have been avoiding her to the point of no return. I was pretty sure I will be the only one going to the dinner today and there was nothing to change that....