Ruder

I could barely focus on anything.

The thought of what happened at the lake kept lingering in my mind without pause. It felt wrong but the idea of it being right drew me I to kissing her that way. What does it mean? That things would be this heated between us. Could it be we are hoping on lingering feelings that had refused to stay away from our memories, my memories. I have beaten myself up repeatedly just for it to go away but it was just stuck there, with no escape which I would have given the world for.

I felt all of the emotion guilt, pain and...