Ruder

I have suddenly grown an affection for Estella. No romance books or mate bond will tell me otherwise. I have always loved her and for Rita I needed to live her be ayse my nature permits me to. It was the most natural love that stick with me the longest. The excitement she had in her eyes when she sees something that she lives was still there, the way she made my heart flutter each time she calls my name or say something funny was still there. I missed her laughter and the ever growing smile on her face. No one taught her how to live but she taught...