Ruder.

The journey back to the house was indeed lonely and long. It didnt occur to me how I missed the liveliness of the air around me and the peace that visits every feeling the atmosphere beings. Endra and Estella glancing at me thinking that everything would make sense. It felt I was out since forever, nothing of what happened before came at the frontlines of memories. I felt stuck for the first time in my life and this time the darkness felt lighter to carry. The doctor made me understand that my memories may come with full force ot by bits. I just dint have to stress my brain...