The nurse carried me from the room and allowed me to sit on one of the chairs outside her office, while Laura remains there with a man who is not her spouse. My hopes were dashed once more by the mare memories of what-ifs. I had thought that my happiness had finally arrived, but the mare memories of wishing took it away once more. When I attempted to move, the nurse supported me, helped me get to my car, and even offered to call someone to drive me to the office. I had to reassure her that I was okay, despite the fact that my head hurt and my heart...