Once again Malik restores back my sweetest smile. Only he can influence good even in bad times, and I'm so grateful for his being supportive: at least I've got someone to share this ordeal with. Jamal and Natasha join us shortly, and I believe I'm more relaxed with them than my previous companion.

"And my job here lads and ladies . . . is done!" Jamal announces cheerily, and from a distance I see the others enjoying the self-service.

"You're the best barbeque maker, I swear." I give compliment when due.

I can't explain how tender and juicy this meat tastes inside my mouth.

"I know, right? My boo is...