What is it that you have wanted all your life and when you finally get it, How do you feel?

I felt like I was going to pop out with happiness and my cheeks hurt so much from grinning ear to ear and I couldn't stop my heart from galloping whenever I thought about the second Ezra would introduce me as his Fiance in front of everyone.

I will ask again,

What is it that you have wanted all your life and You stood there watching it ruin your happiness, future and your whole damn life!

No one prepared me for this and I should have listened to my gut...