It was early the next morning, since Belle has been gone the mornings are always the hardest. But when I woke up today, I didn't feel the urge to cry my eyes out in the shower. Is it possible to cry away all your tears? If so I definitely dried them up yesterday. Brendon kept telling me that it was fine, I was allowed to feel the feelings but I couldn't help but feel bad, it felt like he felt the need to babysit me. Which meant that he didn't get to grieve in the way that he had to, I just don't want it to creep up on me...