"Your eyes - wider than distance,

This life - sweeter than fiction."

- Sweeter Than Fiction by Taylor Swift 

Recap : "The last line scared me the most."

Chapter 18

"What am I suppose to do?" I asked Nina. She shrugged. 

"I'm not going to throw myself on him. What am I? A prostitute?" I asked. 

"You don't have to throw yourself at him." She said. I sat down on the floor and groaned. 

"If I don't throw myself at him, I die. But I'd rather die." I said truthfully. I didn't know what to do. Should I throw myself at Caleb just to live or should I just die...