Watching him leave broke my heart into several pieces that I didn't even comprehend when I started sobbing. 

I only realized that I was sobbing when Chris as the Doctor called him passed me a hankie and having no other option I took it from him.

"You don't have to cry, Master. Please stop crying. You will surely get out of here."

"I don't want surely Chris. I want now. I really need to leave. Don't you understand?"

"I understand Master. Don't forget that I brought you here. I saw everything that happened and I know you want to go back to the war going on. To be honest, I'm...