I know it was a stupid thing for me to leave Lucifer's side after something happened to us. But I just did what had to be done. I'm sure when he comes to his senses it will make me angry. I don't want her to say hurtful things after she took my most cherished femininity from me.

I didn’t show up and touch him for a month and a half. I don't know but I just can't really face him. Tristan, on the other hand, visits me from time to time. in fact, Tristan was really kind. I just can’t accept that he did that just because of a woman....