>>Maya

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At breakfast Yohan told me that Ruda would be coming over for dinner and I asked if I could call Nena over too. I felt like having a small get together with my beloved people. He agreed and we decided to have a small pizza party at dinner.

I was expecting him to talk about me and what I was hiding but he didn’t and quietly went to work.

I guess that works for me.

I still have no idea what to tell him or how to tell him.

As he left I dropped my fork on the shelf and looked at the barely eaten pancakes.

I’ve lost...