Now, I don't have to worry about anything especially Lucas. He's mine now and I will make sure our relationship will last long just as I imagine it to be. At first, I thought this all just a dream but after a month of dating this guy, I finally know that it's all real. This relationship is different from my previous one because I can be myself with Lucas and do something crazy or stupid in front of him, not like before, I have to be someone else just to make them happy. That's all trash.

Lucas is not in New York right now because he has work in London....