I lay in my bed, restless and half regretting my decision to push Alessia away. I know it's better for both of us. But thinking of her and another man together makes me jealous.

I groaned loudly to get rid of my frustration. Fuck I can't even imagine her with someone else.

It was one of the hardest decisions I had made so far, but I had to I just hope she understand. I can still see the hurt in her eyes when I said that to her.

A knock on the door pulled me out of my intense thinking.

"Come in".

The door opened, revealing my mother.

"Hello son,"...