Still Bethany’s POV

It should be a dream come true, it’s all I’ve ever wanted, all I’ve always prayed for, but why does it feel strange to me. He turned me around, forcing me to look up at his face, bringing one of his palms to caress my face. I’ve always wanted him to look at me that way, I’ve always imagined how I would feel when he finally looks at me with love and affection, but right now, I just don’t know how I’m feeling, I can’t explain why I’m not thrilled and excited as I should be, have I stopped loving him?

“Why do you want me here,...