I hear his words and realised I needed to do some repairs and quickly. I cannot have him thinking badly of me. I still need him as an option. I still need him to consider me as his mate. I still need him to want me. Maybe I have been a little too snappy and bitchy with him. I do have a habit of that sometimes. I am forever being picked up on for that by my father. Especially when I haven't had enough sleep. I need to try harder with Jake, at least for now, make him at least think I am a nice girl.

Yet he sounds awfully...