My head is still a blur of information. A blur of memories of what just happened. I can’t believe what has just gone down. This is not like me. Not like Jaxx. I feel empty. Unsure what to feel. This was the mate the moon goddess had picked for me. Yet I had chosen to kill her. Yes, to protect someone, but I had still decided to kill her. Maybe I could have just pinned her, not fully attacked?

So many doubts are filling my mind. So many questions. But Jaxx would not come forward to communicate with me, so I would be able to ask if that would have...