If I was just brave enough to accept Louie and Kristel being together then Kianna and I wouldn't go home together in bed and no child would be born between the two of us. .if I was just brave enough to outloud my feelings for her then maybe some things may have gone way better. If I was brave enough, maybe Louie is still alive today and they are both happy. .and maybe I will just try to be happy for my son and for them.

But who am I kidding? Just the thought of them being together already tortures my heart. .what if Louie is alive now and the...