If so, why can't I be lovedof my wife? Why do I look like garbageto him? He never looked at me, I don't want to,ayoko na. I'm fed up. Exhaustedthat I get hurt but every time I seehe, this is what I'm hoping for again, that's how I amdear, that even the sickly, are hereI'm still fooling him. I'mstupid "he violently scratched his headbut I quickly grabbed his hand.And it hurt me, I was hurt by what he said butI know he's hurting more now.We are just in the same position. That's exactlywhat I want to tell her but this is what she saysit's mine now."Take her home Cloud, that's...