Damn!

Stupid and idiotic are definitely words I deserve to label myself with! Oh my God! What's wrong with me? Suddenly so emotional, suddenly acting like a cheap woman in front of Cedric, and suddenly so clingy! I feel like it wasn't me who did all that last night! Seriously!

I didn't respond to Cedric's words about marriage. That's too far ahead. There are many things I need to adjust first if we were to consider marriage. I don't want to rush and say I agree. No. I still have my beliefs, although not as strong as before, that without this child, my life would return to normal.

"Do you...