She raised her eyes to her grandma. Carl doesn't, and he won't,... She pushed down the bitterness in her throat, feeling ashamed of herself for trusting another guy after he lied to her, claimed to love her, and then cheated on her. Saying, "Carl doesn't want me. This is why I've returned.

Carl doesn't seem like the kind of guy who would refuse or forsake his own kid, even if things don't work out between you two. "He's a Lycan and a Carl!

To paraphrase, "It's not that...

I…” She and Carl would be doomed to a lifelong bond if they had a kid together. She could have to see...