“Am I really going to do this?” I muttered to myself.

It had been really hard for me to make a decision and to also come up with a plan for what I wanted to do.

I stayed up all night weighing my options and chances while trying to come up with the best possible answer, and guess what I came up with? Nothing…blank…nada.

I mean, what would you have done if you were in my position?

My eyes had become too heavy and had water streaming down my face, and I was unable to process any thoughts by the time it was four a.m., so I just decided to...