Elinor 's POV

"It's okay, everything will be fine," my mother whispered as she hugged me tightly and I was still crying

"Nothing looks like it's going to be okay" I said after a while to get away from her lap and look at her

"It hurts to hell mommy" I told her as I put my hand on my heart and my tears kept falling

My mom just patted my back and was silent as if she was telling me it's okay, empty what's in your heart

"When I thought we'd have our happy ending, darkness came that drained our happiness... it hurts," I said, looking at me with...