“Alex can I ask you something?” I asked

“Okay go on” he replied

“Are you playing me too, are you planning to use and dump me” I asked and he froze

He just stare at me with a blank expression, my heart start beating fast like a drum

What if he say yes???

Is he toying with my feelings??..

“Lila should I tell you the truth” he said

“I don’t want to hear it, that question just slip out” I said and avoid his gaze

I slap my lip multiple times “This lip is too fast”

“Are you sure you don’t want to hear it?” He asked as try to...