Looking back, he saw how his life went downhill and how many mistakes he made. If you think rightly, then death would be almost the best outcome for him. There is no place in the world for someone like him. For modern times, it is too old-fashioned, which he calls should have been born three centuries ago. Probably, there he would have met complete like-minded people, and with mental health, everything was even worse. He felt nothing inside. As if there was a fire and everything burned to the ground. All feelings were superficial. He smiled at his wife because it was necessary and she expected it, but not at...