#Chapter156

Every drink makes my smile, my courage and my guilty conscience bigger, however I keep on drinking because as long as I'm drunk, I'm not realizing the fact that I have a kid and will soon have another. It also makes me forget that I have a serious fucking job because of a person that I threw away like garbage.

I ignored all the shit that was building up and now it's overflowing.

I quickly drown another glass of Whiskey to drown the guilt of calling my children shit - they're really not.

At least I don't think so.

However, considering they're half me, they might be half shit....